despite the fact i have been shown before, by caring and beautiful lovers, that my gendered uncertainty, historically spiritual, now also bodily, is not an immediate turn-off, i also live in an extremely gendered society and in my self-deprecating head - both of which have often told me otherwise. i didn’t grow up with physical liminality being seen as an attractive trait so it’s hard for myself to see it as such.
(un)desirable
(un)desirable
(un)desirable
despite the fact i have been shown before, by caring and beautiful lovers, that my gendered uncertainty, historically spiritual, now also bodily, is not an immediate turn-off, i also live in an extremely gendered society and in my self-deprecating head - both of which have often told me otherwise. i didn’t grow up with physical liminality being seen as an attractive trait so it’s hard for myself to see it as such.